I've battled with low self esteem for years and the feeling of being less than everyone else. I feel like no-one would miss me if I were gone and often want to just walk away from everyone or worse. I have a wonderful life with a great husband and kids and surrounding family. I know I am so lucky for these things but every now and then I seem to get swamped with my self doubt. Because everyone sees the good life we have it is hard for me to talk about the way I feel. When my husband tries I just cry and can't get the words out. he leaves me be as I ask and sure enough after a few days I will be back to normal. I can't keep going like this though or he will give up on me. How do I explain to him or talk to anyone else when i'm so emotional?