Hope

[P3t3rbu1]

Hi I'm Peter and don't know if this is going to make me feel any better or if anyone will even notice. The fact is I have been so hopeful for a miracle to stop me feeling so low but I'm getting tired I can't sleep I can't win I'm trapped

[Hidden]

Sorry we are out of miracles today! Seriously though I hope you are getting help from your doctor as it sounds like you could be suffering from depression.

You give very little information so do you feel able to tell us some more?

[P3t3rbu1 in reply to Hidden]

I'm so guilty I have no issues as being abused or bullied I've been so fortunate but I have so much overwhelming urge to kill my self can you just be broken

[4oldnan in reply to P3t3rbu1]

Never feel guilty ! What about for goodness sake ? You do come through it in the end ! Perhaps you just need some TLC ! Sorry we can't be on hand but at least it is nice to chat online and trade in thoughts . At 80 I am going through such times myself. Sheer hell but I know from my past it is not the first time so somehow will pull myself up with my bootstraps in end. Been there done that re killing myself. Guess so many here have at one time? I look back and laugh though as never had to guts and could not decide how as did not want anyone to be upset finding me or beat themselves up wondering why. Come on now! Get outside and do some moving your body if possible! Breathe in deep and think of something that used to make you laugh! No crying now ! Phew! Maybe not ! Heat overcoming us all eh ? We care about you anyway !

[P3t3rbu1 in reply to 4oldnan]

80 well done sir I feel so inadequate and I'm sorry for what I said I do have it all I hope you reach 100

[4oldnan in reply to P3t3rbu1]

Ha ! Ha ! Love it! I am an old great granny to two - little girl and new born boy. ! Yes,I promised the Drs and family ages ago before latest disaster struck that I shall live to be a hundred and hopefully help,others etc. And now going through agony trying to do just that. Hopefully you will too you know. Be of help to others soon. Please!!

[Hidden in reply to P3t3rbu1]

Have a look at this and see if it rings any bells.

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[poppet36 in reply to P3t3rbu1]

I do feel exactly the same. I am broken but i think things in life have made me that way. X

[Matrix]

Well a miracle would be fabulous , I myself pray for one

. Until it comes we have to make do with each other.Sorry you're feeling so low , we all know how that can be .Take care and know you are not alone.Bye for nowxx😇

[P3t3rbu1]

Thanks to you, just a reply is helpful x

[4oldnan]

Cheer up my lad ! We all feel like that at times! Does not help to know that fact I know but you have come to right place. No miracles I am afraid but if you are at all of any belief then just think to yourself" let God and let go" or whatever you believe in (so no offence to any others on here intended. ). Just go with it for a while. We all get so tired at times no matter whether we work or just get depressed and pull the covers over our head! Been there! Done that ! Just take one day at a time.

[P3t3rbu1]

So appreciate your support 👍🏻Just want to be free that is all

[4oldnan in reply to P3t3rbu1]

Free of what ? The guilt someone else decided to plonk on us ? Says more about others than about you ! We are all free really you know. Only you can decide what to think !only one you in whole world!. Isn't that a miracle in itself ? Just even pretend you are for one minute! Look in the mirror and smile at yourself ! You ..are...free. ,