I'm 18. I've had a recurring low mood since I was about 14, and tried to commit suicide twice. There are times when I am on top of the world, and times when I am so so sad. This can switch in a day but it's mostly one of those moods, eg. 75 percent of my day I can be depressed but 25 percent I'll feel happy.
I either eat too much or too little, sleep too much or too little. I have paranoid thoughts and I've had a couple of psychotic episodes.
I find it hard to commit to things because of my fluctuating mood, and most of my friendships are very short lived.
I'm not sure what's wrong. One doctor mentioned bipolar. One mentioned depression. I'm so confused.