Four months ago I knew where I was going with my life. Now it feels impossible. Spending money to go to school when my mental illness sets me up for failure in a workplace? Everything feels like a mistake. I can't function on medication but apparently if you don't take any than the mood swings will get worse? I feel like I am in hell. I feel like I'm living in a shell and unable to do or say anything. I'm failing as a person, and a parent. And I just want the pain and anger to stop.