Don't give up

[Satsuma]

You gotta face the clouds to find the silver lining ... Do not give up folks ... Suicidal feelings is the devil talking ... You will find your way if you keep believing you can stand tall again and face those demons. Broken hearts can become brand new. It will take time. Have faith.

[Satsuma]

We have to go through dark times to find our true authentic self .. What does not kill us makes us stronger and that is true. I did not think I would reach this point I am at now. I got here by the skin of my teeth. A month ago I could of been six foot under and pushing up daisies by now. I persevered the evil thoughts and rose above them. I have something inside me that is brand new and I am not letting go of it .. It is a special gift .. I do not know how it got here but I am grasping it tightly .. I am blessed.