Seems like everything I try to make things better just feels like a door being close in my face, for instance I tried sorting out my finances by declaring myself bankrupt, was the best opinion at the time as I was unwell at the time so I wasn’t working, took advice from both cab and National debt line before applying both decided this was the best course, now I thought I was doing well getting myself back into full time work since last October 2019 after a long period off time off work, I recently received a letter from the insolvent people, I need to pay back £589 for 36 months which is ALL off my original debt, so I’m practically back at square one and this debt is the reason why I tried to take my own life on numerous occasions last one was last October, so can someone tell me what is the point in taking advice from cab and national debt line.
The kicker here is that many people have told me to ‘get yourself back to work it will fill the day instead off have nothing to do’ if I had stayed off work and claimed benefits I wouldn’t have to pay back anywhere near that a month.
Like I said this is and still is one off the reasons off what’s wrong in my life I also suffer from depression and anxiety.
I was expecting to have to pay some off the debt back this was informed to me it’s the amount per month I wasn’t expecting like I said it works out at ALL off the debt so what is the point in going bankrupt, this is it nothing else I can do they have me by the balls