Okay cant hold this in....

[CarolineLondon]

Had bad bad news and I have no idea why! Why has this happened to me, I have worked hard, played hard, taken my BFs rejection of me on the chin and I am bouncing back. Then the Gods decide to throw me a curve ball I can do nothing about?! Is someone up there having a laugh!

I can't explain sorry it would out my identity in a minute! So folks bad news how do you find the upside, theres a upside to everything right if you look hard enough. If I was just in a better financial position right now but Im not, then I could MOVE literally. I hope to be in a much better situation soon as it seems I may be being offered the job of my dreams (just a whisper at the moment) with a wage to match but for the next few weeks at least this is going to make things quite hard.

Mainly Im venting, I know without details you cant help me. ARRRRGGGGGG

[Photogeek]

Hi Caroline sorry your upset, have PM' d you.

Hannah x

[CarolineLondon in reply to Photogeek]

Thank you Thank you thank you, the more I think about this the more upset I get. Its just about as unfair as you can get X

[Obriens3]

Don't tell me your the leader of the SNP!!!! Hope your ok ? The up side is better things are just around the corner. Xx

[CarolineLondon in reply to Obriens3]

Yes you are so right Its a Council matter need I say more. Sometimes I wonder if Councils are pure evil..oopps sorry shouldnt have said that. I wish my vote was going to make a difference but whom ever vote for Councils are a law unto themselves and seem accountable to no one!

[21esme]

Oh Caroline. I'm so sorry about the bad news but it seems to be transitory and that you will be in a much better position soon. A dream job with salary to match - wow that sounds amazing. A six on the roll of the dice. Mine seems to be stuck on a two.

Caroline, you've got me fascinated that if you mention the news it will out who you are. Are you famous? Caroline Flack? Did you go out with Prince Harry and Harry Styles?

Anyway it does sound like your hard work is about to pay off, dream job and all. Plus you work hard to keep yourself up and respond so positively to others.

Take care of yourself special lady, this too shall pass,

Sarah x

[CarolineLondon in reply to 21esme]

Awe Sarah thank you soo much, no I meant out me to people I know, if only I was famous and rich Id stand up for all the little people! I would be marching and waving banners all over the place. This bad news wont merely affect me, oh no this is going to make life impossible for some it will merely cause problems for me.

The job well lets hope, its not in the bag but do you know what if I got it, it would be a one in the eye for the EX it would mean I was on the same wage as him! ha ha and he's such a snob and a miser when it comes to money.

I will always always look to help others as I always have. When I have spare money it will be used to do good!

XX

[trekster22]

Hope things pick up for you soon.

[CarolineLondon in reply to trekster22]

Thanks honey... Im just venting and feeling a little but sorry for myself. X

[trekster22 in reply to CarolineLondon]

Venting can be productive as you get out of your system whats bothering you and hopefully can help you make a decision what to do next.

[CarolineLondon in reply to trekster22]

The exit is there I'm just not looking in the right place, maybe after a good nights sleep eh. Thank you for caring X

[trekster22 in reply to CarolineLondon]

Anytime

[Hidden]

Hello Caroline

There is nothing worse than quangos and those who think they are so important that they can cause us so much grief, and know they can just get away with it.

Sometimes I ask myself are some just well above the law

That happened to us a while ago.

You seem to be heading down the yellow brick road soon, so be happy for that

BOB xx

[CarolineLondon in reply to Hidden]

Thank you Bob the voice of reason. I can beat this of course I can beat this, thinking out of the box is my thing right? I shant let the bastards grind me down...lol. X

[Hidden]

Caroline

Over the last few days I seem to have been using the same saying

The day is darker before the dawn, with luck it will be a sunny day tomorrow

BOBx

[CarolineLondon]

Bob you are correct as Scarlet says in Gone with the Wind....I wont think about this now I will deal with it tomorrow

Im off to bed XX

[CarolineLondon]

Just to say thank you all you have reminded me in a round about way I can sort this out, I just need to think out of the box, it will come to me. Until then I still have running water, the sky is still blue on and off and I have much to be thankful for, not least my friends here.

XX

[Hidden]

Caroline- I am very sorry for the frustrating and stressful time right now. The old saying of God never closes a door without opening a window- hopefully is exactly what is happening to you right now. I relate to the identity issue- not that I am famous but it would embarrassing if my coworkers saw my most personal flaws and weaknesses. I was reading one post about someone who used to be a competitive swimmer! And she sounded so much like me that I to check straightaway if it was me who wrote the post. I could of been the victim of memory loss or 'sleep posting'! It is scary thought that someone could be reading a blog somewhere THINKING it was you or me- when we know we've never been on a website promoting genetically modified butternut squashes. Well I shouldn't speak for other people but I am pretty sure you don't support that cause! I hope you get some great news soon!

[CarolineLondon in reply to Hidden]

LOVE IT!!! Doors, windows Aspen you are a genius. Thanks to you I had that phrase in my mind when I woke. My problem has been temporarily solved but I will need to find a proper solution soon. Its going to be up and down but your message really helped. In the long run it maybe a very good thing.

XX

[hamble99b]

how are you now Caroline?