I'm trying so hard not to relapse and grab a razor... going on 3 weeks clean but I'm loosing sight on why I even want to stop cutting...there is just so much stress and I can't do anything right. My depression just makes my memory worse which makes my grades worse which makes my depression worse and it's a vicious cycle. Bad grades on top of my world being flipped upside-down and constantly being told your useless and worthless and already feeling like that. Why shouldn't I do it? What the point of stopping?