So Ive been looking for a new job and have been accepted to go to one of the open days for cabin crew opportunities at emirates... (air hostessing) so they can see me in the flesh and have a conversation and so they can see what I look like apparently - been reading up on the applicant experience of the interviewing process online.
At first I was really excited and happy about it!! But the more I think about it I can feel negative thoughts and feelings sneak their way in, its supposed to be quite a long process to actually get through and apparently you have to be absolutely stunning to get through to a 1 to 1 interview, part of me is hoping I don't go through this whole process and not get through - probably thinking too far ahead but if I went through all the trouble and didnt get through it would effect me badly I just know it!!
I probably need to just chill out, prepare myself for the 1st stage of the process and keep positive!! See I know what I should do but its so hard!!!!!!x