So down can't type

[ava17]

Hi everyone sorry been off the radar for a day or two. I feel so down that I can't cope with this illness anymore. On enough tablets that when I take them I feel so sick. Is this eating away at anyone else ? .... Ava

[Hidden]

It's not a good feeling is it Ava? I take meds to survive as well. I am sick of depression and the lethargy and feeling unloved and unwanted. What came first I wonder? The depression? or the unwanted and unloved? Who knows. Don't know how to change it - just try and survive. It's usually less effort than topping myself. xx

[ava17 in reply to Hidden]

Hi cough a lot gosh still in bed day 3 I can't cope my head hurts i feel lonely scared and isolated. Yes I'm surviving like you said topping myself was a thought too... Thank you Ava x

[Stilltrying_]

Ava, well done for managing to post this. There will be many people on here who have felt like this or who can relate to what you have said even if they do not always reply I am sure.

Try and look after yourself the best that you can . Hugs to you , Gemmalouise XX

[ava17 in reply to Stilltrying_]

Hi Gemma. It's very very hard hence not been on the site just came on now to see if anyone else was feeling so low. Its horrendous.... Thank you Ava x

[5930]

Hello ava17, Some days are worse than others. I had a problem with depression before the COPD . This illness surely can get you down. Today was a bad day, but hoping I'll feel better tomorrow. All I can suggest is you take one day at a time and enjoy any good feelings you have even if they don't last that long. Hope you get feeling better.

[ava17]

Hi 5930 thank you for responding. I guess your right any small good feeling i will enjoy that. Not many of them it's dreadful it really is, I can see why people end things as it gets too much. Thank you i hope your ok too.