Sorry to take up so much space on this group, I feel like I post here way too often, but I'm not having a great night.
Usually I'd self harm, but the knife I use to cut has gone missing. I don't know whether my housemates have hidden it (I don't know how they'd know what knife to hide though), whether its just missing and I can't see it or whether whoevers watching me has taken it, but I can't find it anywhere.
Not self harming isn't an option for me tonight, I need to do it. None of our other knives are sharp enough to work properly.
I don't know what to do, I'm feeling really uncomfortable about this.