sick of being scared and tired

[Holly101]

I feel anxious and scared from the moment I wake up to the moment I ,well ,not go to sleep, but when its night-time, the door's locked ,my pyjama's are on, and there's nothing to worry about till the next morning.

When it starts all over again..

I'm so tired, I'm exhausted, I don't wanna go on like this and the only reason I keep going is for other people, because I know what its like to loose someone, and I know they would be devastated and wouldn't understand..

I don't want that on my conscience as well as all the hurt and worry I've already caused them so I'll soldier on, day by day, but I'm so tired.. I wish I could hibernate for a while

Holly