Saw my new psychiatrist and because of concerns of bipolar disorder I was given Caplyta. It's a newer medication so I'm concerned. I've had bad experiences with side effects and she had samples on hand which is weird to me. Free samples, might I add. Probably billed to my insurance company as part of the appointment. No one even knows for sure if I have bipolar disorder. My father has it, I sometimes have trouble sleeping and that's all they have to go off of. It's three doctors now that have given me antipsychotics without fully knowing if I have bipolar. I'm young and haven't had manic episodes.
Antipsychotics have been brutal for me and I'm just so tired. I don't know whether I should risk it on Caplyta or just give up and force myself to be normal somehow.