Just above water

[Always86]

I am a single destitute parent with little to no help. I often struggle with depression . I pray a lot however my life keeps taking emotional roller coaster turns for the worst

I need friends .

[Roxywizardofoz]

you have friends here. How old is your child? You need to force a smile

[Always86 in reply to Roxywizardofoz]

Thanks . 12 yrs old

[ALLSTAR44]

Sweetie Always 86 Please hang in there. I too not want to be alive sometimes we all need to be alive..we probably all have somebody counting on us. You matter I matter the people counting us matter. Just one day at a time even if it's your favorite miracle or blessing or favorite music or anything that makes you smile or laugh.

[Arabianhorselover]

Life is hard. We are all here for each other as much as we are able.

[ALLSTAR44]

DEAR ALWAYS 86,HI THIS IS Allstar Again Sorry that your a single destitute parent with no help. Im back again trying to support you. I too struggle with depression mine is major depressive disorder. Just let me know you are doing ok even if you respond saying your breathing. Sometimes when life takes a turn for the worst it can lead to a silver lining. Like it can turn out to be good. One time when I was in the hospital sucidial I discovered I can draw and its a blessing of i didnt go I don't know if i would have discovered it can do it. My biggest ♥️ blessing today is i didn't get fired or written up at my job! I work at a slaughter house with cows and have worked there for 2 and a half years. But hope you will be ok and when you respond tell me one thing you like or grateful for today.

[Always86]

Hi Allstar44 Thank you !!for your kind words, I am still searching for that silver lining here .

[ALLSTAR44]

Well your grateful thing today is that I gave you kind words. You can respond to me everyday and tell me one thing your grateful for even if it's your breathing or your water in the shower.

[ALLSTAR44 in reply to ALLSTAR44]

Just to help you

[Always86 in reply to ALLSTAR44]

That’s a sweet idea , I’m grateful to be alive , have a roof over my head . I have food most days and I am so grateful to be alive mom

[Moongazer9]

Things like anxiety, panic and depression are cyclical and it is a rollercoaster.......my best to you....I understand!

[Always86 in reply to Moongazer9]

Thank you