Hello everyone,
I am writing today, because I just came home from a family reunion trip in Dallas, TX. First, let me give some detail….I arranged to see my son ( who I have not seen in 25 years because he was incarcerated). He is now 44 years old and living with his father in Texas. I have a daughter, who is 34 years old and has 2 small children. I invited her to come along, because she had not seen him since she was 9 yrs. Old. She helped me set up an Airbnb and we made the plans together. I was totally unaware that she has a serious drug addiction. Long story short, she became uncontrollable and called the police. They arrested her and put on the mental ward for evaluation. Her kids were left with me. A 5 month old and a 10 year old.
Needless to say, the owners wanted us to immediately evaluate their home, which we did. She broke some lamps and dishes in the home, cut her foot and walked across their white carpet! I am totally responsible for all of this! I tried to calm her down and she knocked me to the floor. My son became angry at this point, but I informed him not hit her. She wanted to have him locked up for life.
My son and I went to a hotel. He could have gone home, but he was worried for my safety. He stayed with me because she came by the hotel screaming about her kids. I gave her her kids and she left cursing my name. She has a history of this type of behavior, but I thought she was pass this. She obviously has a mental condition that requires professional mental help. I have learned my lesson, and I am in the process of removing her from my life both physically and financially. I am devastated after this and I am questioning my existence.
I don’t want to deal with this anymore and my hubby and I have decided that I will be sending some time with my psychiatrist. Thanks for listening everyone and once I am released from my psychiatric 3-day stay, I will update.
Alexandria
feeling lost
Showering
bad morning
Laying down on the job of being a better me.
