Being alone is suicidal atp for me

[Knldork]

hey , i dont know if i am depressed or what but since a lot of time i have been struggling mentally alot .

I have a big financial issue so i dont have many opportunities for my life , also i am weak at maths so i have to choose fields of longer studies which i have to afford on my own also i have family issues within my parents since i was born which is really hard to control or do something about it its like getting drained for them .

i have lost all my friends i had after i met my boyfriend i just have him to talk about things but he used to have alot time for me before more understanding but these days he has started to stay busy he has his own life of his family and friend which is really nice but i dont have my family nor friends nor my boyfriend to talk how i am struggling and i am alone , sometimes i implusively say i will leave him but i go back to him cause I can’t without him and when i am with him its still emotionally no support i am struggling from being so alone , if theres any one to connect to be as a friend and talk to me i welcome you .

[Windsorgardener5087]

Hi and welcome to your community of forum members. We are here to share thoughts and experiences with each other, just like you did. If you are an artist, poet or joke sharer you can share your talents with us.

If you are studying, you might try to get to know your fellow students better by talking with them or even sharing food with them.

Surfing the school website for interest groups could be useful. Fortunately most colleges have a student assistance program (SAP) which you can access for free confidential information or counselling about any topic of concern.

All the best for today, tomorrow and the future.

[roses4all]

Why not get back in touch with one or more of those friends that you lost? I'm old. I could be your grandmother. I had a husband like your boyfriend. It doesn't get better. If anything, it gets worse. Why don't you look for one of those programs for women that help with self-esteem and work and study options. They could have ressources that you don't know about. And you would make friends. Best of luck with it all... Roses

[hello123456667]

im going through almost the EXACT same thing. this post made me feel so heard. i'm really sorry

[sotired67]

Dear Knldork,

I’m Trevor, a 57-year-old living in the UK. I’m single and deal with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and essential tremors. I often find myself battling feelings of depression, low self-esteem, and panic attacks, and I sometimes turn to food for comfort.

First off, I want to acknowledge the bravery it takes to pause, reflect, and reach out to others through social media. It’s a significant step.

If it helps, I share similar worries about finances, especially with the UK government planning changes to welfare benefits. I’m anxious about how these reforms might impact me in the near future. My biggest fear is falling into absolute poverty since my anxiety prevents me from working, and the government seems focused on pushing people off welfare and back into jobs.

I’ve also had thoughts of self-harm as an escape from my situation, but I urge you to find ways to replace those negative thoughts with more positive ones as you seek help.

I understand the feelings of isolation and abandonment; it’s a harsh aspect of human nature that can leave vulnerable individuals feeling worthless. However, it’s crucial to remember that your life as a woman holds immense value, even if it’s hard to see that amidst financial struggles and insecurity.

Math isn’t my strong suit either, but please know that not being good with numbers doesn’t diminish your worth or the value of your life. Be patient with yourself as you work through your current challenges; with time, you’ll find that what you feel you lack now can be developed.

I speak from my own experiences, and I hope you can find some comfort in this.

I’m here to be a friend and offer my support, even if it’s just through our conversations on this website. I truly wish you all the best, and I hope that over time, you come to realize just how valuable you are and that your life holds immense worth, even in tough times. Warm regards, Trevor.

[Dduddels34]

Awe I'm sorry your going through this💜 I can relate so much right now!!! The only person I currently talk to is my ex boyfriend and i get the hint that he still talks to me because he thinks not talking to me is going to push me to suicide! I have plenty of people related to me but no family. No friends. As of sunday i will be living in my car because my parents house is not safe and my daughter is going to live with a friend. I struggle financially as well. I can empathize with your situation💜 i would love to be friends💜 send me a message if you want! I look forward to talking with you sweetie! Remember you matter💜