Bad 2 weeks

[PeaceNeed]

Where to start. The body blows just keep on coming.I met my church pastor in the street he ignored me when I greeted him.

I had problems at a senior center with another man there and dont wanna go there anymore.

I just seem to attract problems.

Im even more depressed and isolated now.

I just looked at another resident in my building yesterday and he wanted to start a fight with me.

I wish God would take me already. WHAT THE HELL DO PEOPLE WANT FROM ME????????

[roses4all]

Hi Peace! Maybe your pastor was wearing earbuds and he didn't hear you. As for trying to figure out what people want... everyone wants something different. And everyone is messed up. Not just us in this group. Some people just want attention... and they don't care if it's good or bad. Some want connection and they go after the negative stuff cause they don't know how to get positive or they don't know how to deal with positive. There are people way more screwed up than us.

[Raggedy-Ann]

You never know what is going on in other people's lives. I try to remember that and focus on small kindnesses- a smile, wave at strangers, buy someone a meal anonymously, say hello to a neighbor... Don't let one guy take your senior center away from you.