I'm pretty sure I'm having some nervous system issues. This last month has been sponsored by the letter D for Dizzy. I've been stumbling and shaking instead of graceful elegance lol.
A couple of days ago I caught a cold, and it wormed its way straight into my sinuses - now I have full on 'you're stuck in a weird music video' ....Vertigo.
Nursery thought I was drunk, and to be fair I was drunk. Except I'd not had anything to drink. The floor was receding and swaying like a ship's deck. The walls were receding away from me when I focused on them, my words were slurring their way out of my mouth, my face had gone rosy as you like, and my hands were shaking away like anything... I had to be taken to one side to offer up an explanation as to why I was attempting to pick up my daughter in this state. Luckily for me 'I'mmmm nnnoott dddrunk I've gggot luuupus!' worked!! But then we had to walk to school for the big two. Flippin' 'eck.
It's doing my head in. I would love the floor to stay still, I would love to be able to cut my food ok when I go to lunch for the first time in ages. And if the walls could stop running away that would be great.
I upset a friend today too. She had a hospital appointment for her littlest so I had to pick up her girls and walk them, with my three, to her house. She wanted to have a little party for her littlest when they got back - he's just gone two. It took her over an hour, by the time she got there I had to leave, I was about to pass out! She sadly does NOT understand about Lupus at all, I don't think she even gets what 'chronic illness' means, so she just thinks I was offended or whatever and snubbed her. When I got home I landed on the sofa and woke up 3 hours later... luckily my husband was here...but this fatigue is mental.