Having a bad day my friends. Feel alone and just plain tired. Getting mean to my family because I cannot be the mother they all want me to be anymore. Making breakfast, lunch and dinner. Just cant do it anymore.....unmotivated...want to move to the country. Cant! 3 more years of high school for my girls. Dont know if i can stand 3 more years in crowded, busy noisy suburbia. I want to go now...always sacrificing for others. Tired of it all.