Going to ring the Rheumie secretary again to chase up the eye clinic to see if I can have Hydroxy, but then I look at other drugs I am already taking, bladder medication, Raynards medication and 2 x nerve pain killers. It makes me think do I want to take anything else, but I need to start feeling better.
Been ill 18 months now and my brain fog and memory are a big problem, although not helped by the drugs when I first took my Pregablin I did not know what planet I was on. This was better after about a month, but still long to have my old brain back.i no longer feel like myself.
I have a husband and two children 11 and 14, the children do try and help abit, but my husband does not. He works full time to support us, I am no longer able to work. If I ever say anything he says well you never said or I never complain about the state of the house.
I just want to be normal again and want to know what is wrong with me, MS,Lupus or am I mad or lazy.
Is this too much to ask?
Hopping the Hydroy if they say I can have it, will be some sort of wonder drug, which will give me back my life.