I think I'm new here so hello everyone recently excaped my sex trafficker and am struggling as I try to move forward.

[SpitFire2018]

The scars he put on me hurt know they healed and my Dr can't give me anything for the pain but they hurt.

[Nathalie99 Partner]

Hi SpitFire2018,

Welcome to the community.

There are no words... I am so very sorry for the horror you have been through.

I am so sorry you are in pain and can't get medication. I hope your scars will heal well.

Physical ones and the emotional ones, that is really tough.

I am so sorry for the pain...

[SpitFire2018 in reply to Nathalie99]

I went to switch the phone he gave me to my own account and when the technician asked if I knew him bc it was his account I started feeling sick and began to cry. He will forever haunt me 😿

[Citrinesun in reply to SpitFire2018]

Are you being supported by the police and relevant services?

[SpitFire2018 in reply to Citrinesun]

He was a private owner and operated under the radar. I was working with an organization but 10 months after I was rescued bc I believed I was in love with him I returned to him. So now that I've left him permanently I can't face my advocate.

[Nathalie99 Partner in reply to SpitFire2018]

I am so sorry you have had this huge trigger. Hope you can completely get him out of your life and change any passwords, usernames etc. You are very brave, taking care of yourself and getting back up, growing in yourself. Those steps can be very empowering.

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long term..and bad bad timing on my part.....recommend u swing things around and get hooked up to org aganst trafficing....had an important person in my life that taught me how easy they pick up people - ill stop here so i dont trigger (meant respectfully*** meant respect***** fully.......meant re....sepctfully****) anything...

she really opened my eyes from her perspective....i try to watch over my students when i transport them to functions or in the past....most people thnk im hypervigilant... we all know....how naie lots are....thankful ur safe........v v v v thankful ur safe...

maybe ill get involved or support such groups against traffic ders myself in honor of....that person....that was ......so important to me

thank goodness ur home....we all know about after affects.....its allreight.