Feeling hurt, betrayed, shocked & depressed. - Heal My PTSD

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Feeling hurt, betrayed, shocked & depressed.

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People falsely accuse me of playing the victim & using my disability, my traumas & my targeting, as an excuse for sympathy, pity, attention & money.

I'm homeless.

I was abused in foster care & put in a cult.

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Agara33 profile image
Agara33

I’m so sorry to hear of your painful past. There will be people like that-collective iq is falling by the minute. I’m so sorry

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targeted_39 in reply to Agara33

Thank you so much.

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Agara33 in reply to targeted_39

the most painful part of this condition is no one can see

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targeted_39 in reply to Agara33

I agree.

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Dolphin14Moderator

I'm so sorry. You have been through so much.

I think because some people don't understand the complexity of PTSD they think we are "playing" the victim. They don't understand that this is a lifelong battle ( in my opinion)

We are victims and we certainly are not playing. This is our reality. We need to heal and desensitize as much as we can.

Please try not to listen to them. If you have the strength to speak up, tell these people you aren't playing anything and would prefer they keep their opinions to themselves.

My heart goes out to you. I cannot imagine the brain washing you have endured.

May you find peace

🐬

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targeted_39 in reply to Dolphin14

Thank you so much.

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Nathalie99Partner

Hi,

I am so sorry about the abuse you went through in childhood and that you have suffered so much.

It is a terrible situation to be in. You have the right to be treated with respect, regardless of your situation. I am sorry that you are suffering through even more abuse as a result...

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targeted_39 in reply to Nathalie99

Thank you so much for the support, Nathalie.

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cbgrace1980

I am so sorry for what you've had to face in life. Sounds like you are a very strong person and I am thankful for you. Big hugs and prayers to you.

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targeted_39 in reply to cbgrace1980

Thank you so much for the support.

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SavingGraceAdministrator

Hello targeted_39.Thank you for sharing your story here; this shows great courage :)

Your experience is incomprehensible - yet, I know that everyone here on this forum hears and supports you.

I'm sorry for what you have been through and continue to experience.

Are you ok?

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targeted_39

Thank you so much. I'm not ok.

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