I was doig pretty good there for a while. The last few weeks after starting a recovery from CPTSD, I was experiencing a bit of genuine hope. But the the previous two days was a backward spiral into where I was just a few weeks ago - a depression so deep it was an effort just to breath.
I have had my face glued to my phone and this website all day today. I’ve felt like a shame-filled loser all day too.
But it just occurred to me that the depression that usually takes days or weeks to crawl out of is gone.
Who knew?!