I suffer from nightmares that I do not remember, but leave me exhausted and sore in the morning. I scream and curse and kick and punch, yet, i have no recollection. My fiamce is extremely comcerned, because they are getting worse and so is my waking memory. I do not remember things I have said or done, and i cohld have said or done it just hours before. I think this is a symptom of the exhaustion, but i just want to know if this is normal for complex ptsd.
Oh and I remembered the other day that i had an ambulance ride. I remember how it felt, the not knowing where i am, riding backwards and looking up. Heres the creepy part. I dont know why i was in the ambulance. I do not know what was wrong with me.