So I went back to work today after being off since 22nd January when my husband had his surgery. It wasn't easy I cried all the way there and have done so most of the afternoon. I think it's made what's happened and is going on so much more real.
He left me 10 weeks ago because he couldn't cope with the mental health issues i was experiencing at the time. All due to his brain injury and the changes in his behaviour over the last couple of years when he's apparently had silent bleeds. I've tried talking to him but I get more understanding from the cat ! He's in complete denial about his behavioural and personality changes. And everything is my fault. He just gets up and goes home.
I told him this evening after failing to get anywhere yet again that I want a divorce. I can't go on living like this. Only seeing him a couple of times a week and him taking no responsibility for our problems. I know it's very early days and I've had counselling and spoken to headway. Our Hats nurse says I have good insight into the situation and I just have to let him crash if that's where he's heading. I just wish he'd listen to me. I love him so much but I can't live like this forever.
All I want is a slight acknowledgement from him that he's going to seek help. What do I do ?