Dont worry I am not getting ideas above my station it is just that I have noticed people celebrating the anniversary of tbeir bi. Tbis got me thinking as my birthday is in a couple of days followed very swiftly by the anniversary of my bi.
I then began wondering which is the major celebration as each has pros and cons.
My birthday celebrates still being alive and reaching whatever age, but I am no longer that person anymore and have accepted this.
Celebrating my bi or accident is celebrating surviving and the sort of birth of this new me. Sadly this also is a reminder of the " death" of the old me and aceepting the new me is a world away from not longing for the old me to return.
In the end I think I will be like the queen and have two birthdays. This is not an attempt to be royal ( or a big queen ) , but simply to recognise both dates are important in my life. If anybody can shed light on which is most important I am all ears and would welcome any imput.
Oh and if anyone read my "appology " post well I did the lawn and hoovered tbe car yesterday but paid for it today so opted for the local hand car wash so if it rains today you can blame them .