Sometimes I feel like a bit of a loser.
I am 30 years old and not really experienced in life in general really. My BI struck when I was only 11, nearly 12. I haven't had a payed job, ever. I have always lived at home, IN THE SAME CARDBOARD BOX-TYPE ROOM! I feel ashamed to say it, and I hope I don't get some laughs, but I haven't really had a girlfriend either. I look around me, see all these people with more experience in their lives, even those who have BI, and then look at myself and think "What a muppet". I do think to what someone at Headway told me years ago and that was that life is different for me because the majority of people there were around the middle-aged mark and were already experienced and had BIs where I had to grow up with a BI before I got to do half of the things most others did. I also think back to ehat a friend said at Headway once and that was when there BI struck, it was like they had a new life. My date of birth is the 2nd May, 1984. My BI life is April the 9th 1996. It kind of feels like my 30yr old soul is watching over my 18yr old BI life.