Hi! From SE Alabama! I saw someone from Alanta? The weather down here in te deep south has been crazy... anyway, I've been lurking around, reading and gleaning all of your thoughts, stories, theories. Seems we all have to become true detectives once you fall down this rabbit hole of peripheral neuropathy. Without this missive getting way too long, I'll try and put my story in a nutshell...although the whole thing comes out eventually.
Im in my 4th month of this, although tell tale signs appeared over the course of the past 2 yrs...oh, hind sight. Sigh.
First, and during the beginning of this medical bout ... note: I'm not one of those "sick" people having been in the hospital some 15yrs prior and barely ever darkening any physicians doorway. I went to doc with 2 numb toes and the tops of my feet feeling sunburned. A course of bloodwork revealed the usual suspects: malnutrition, low electrolytes and a twist low red blood cells, high white and screamingly high ferritin. Next, a hematologist. Same. Bloodwork and "i dont know" why my feet feel sunburned! Now, stop drinking. Fine. Done. Eat. Fine. Another toe numb and tingling growing up my legs and extreme weakness....
Now, im invited to stay at our local hospital...for a bit over three weeks! Three liter blood transfusion, every electrolyte imaginable pumped in. Now im in a wheelchair going downstairs to the mental health ward. Nice.
After fistfuls of different medications prescribed, the right combo was established and out i went. But now where my feet felt sunburned, all the skin is peeling off! Not dry skin flakin, but in sheets.
Last week, meeting with next player on my team...the most arrogant neurologist I've ever met. Now I'm shamed and shocked into tears...only vaguely remembering L4 s2 on my nerve test with a side of EMG. Yes, im getting a new referral. I asked MS? Parkinsons? Fibromyalgia? Can't begin to test until levels are up....in 4 more months! If ever, I believe.
I hobble with a cane now not only with no sense of balance but a strange sense of slipping. Tingling on my arms, feet are both completely numb, and prickles on my torso. I have a patch on my thigh that goes numb after briefly standing. Going into 3rd week with vertigo -finally received meds for that! So much pain.
Upcomg appts with hemotologist and general this week.
Meds: gabapentin 600 3x day, visteril 4x day, remeron at bedtime. Magnesium 3x day, B1, folic, protonix in the morning. Vitamin D 50,000 twice a week. Monthly B12. Most have gotten into range, but as you said, folic, vit D, B1 and 12 need to be nearly the highest end.
My question, finally... reading some of you have YEARS with this...I'm only at 4mos., makes me sad and wonder...is this something that once the process begins, no matter what you do its simply has a course to run?...leaving me physically so disabled and mentally a wreck, again?
It was severe depression with a high dose of paralysing worrying anxiety that got me in this mess in a nutshell...to which, thats the visteril that gave me my life back so i dont sit and stare lost in my own head perpetually what-ifing...its like magic to be clear of thought, however, cursed, while physically crumbling...
I doubt theres a pill to fix this...in a nutshell.