ok so past 2 wkends have been occasions and it took a lot for me for a change to agree to go out as not been out properly in couple of years if not 3 as was 2010 because was on a night out i starting falling about on my legs (thought was drink of course) but i never consumed much.
anyway i could not walk last wkend was hard work yet again, but i went out and my friends were great!
This wkend was my sis bday and i was easier on legs but still not brilliant it hurts when walking and i still cannot figure out why it happens.
took all wkend to recover only had 2 glasses of wine yet never drove home i stayed the night drove home next morning and showered and slept half the day , got up still exhausted and i mean exhausted and hurt so much too an my neck ohh the intensity of it is not nice.
i had no energy to barely do a thing , that included eating my dinner my hands my arms, thumbs , my whole body but i fight and i fight as i want to play on internet and talk to my lovely beautiful friends, so glad i did as one of my close friends has an issue so she was so glad i was there for her to listen..loves her sooo much i have too much love going on heheh as i got a few very very close g/f's and not really got a favourite. we all talk about diff things.
Anyway my 12 yr old daughter has not been so good either her tummy cramps her rosey rosey red flushed cheeks her feeling nauseus and her legs feeling like jelly and having to gasp for a breath (this is scaring me to death as she is 12 and she is suffering too many symptoms exactly the same as me)!! but what can i do?!?! i mentioned to Dr in past and she just smiled and said nooo she not the same!
i feel so like am going mad with frustration because i sense it i truly do but why wont they listen her attendance is 84% and even the school keep sending her home, so it says enough to me that its not just me keeping her off when not well.
She wants her belly button piercing on her 13th birthday in October (i know a few will have their own opinions and not agree) but its the thing and i been through it with other daughter who is now 22! i seen with many friends too ..we may not always like it but sometimes we have to let them do what they choose in life and if they regret it later she can take it out!
so we had an agreement she has the blood tests done (which has taken years)! and we let her have her belly pierced! so we are Dr's this afternoon at 3pm so thats it now i sending her out the room and going to give the Dr a piece of my mind because i swear on my bubbly nature i cannot handle her not being unwell all the time huh hoh d'oh thats me and my stromp off hahahahaah
I was 40 when i had mine done and then had to take out as got badly infected caused me severe tummy cramps, fatigue, nausea and later found last year it was Titanium the same as what i have in my tummy now for hernia repair, which is why i believe i am like i am today because of the Titanium i have in my stomache is caused sharp electric shooting pains its hit here there and everywhere over this past 3 yrs, so if anything is going to hit it will be the piercing on her and that will answer me in my heart if it goes wrong.
I do not want her to have done because of her issues and how i been. my other daughter was fine no problems.
ok so thats me over and out for now hahaha its also my sons 24th bday today awwwww and guess what i cannot find his card anywerhe!!! i bought it when i bought hubbys as his was on 17th but its lost and i feel ashamed and gormlus and goldfish and not many places i could of put it.. so had to get my elder daughter buy another today before he gets here at half 5 ohps xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxnaughty naughty naughty
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xxxxxxxxxx happy monday
i just want to cry today :(
Hello everyone sorry I have not been around
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I havent gone yet so I thought i WOULD DROP A LINE to you all -- MORNING well
Hi all have been away a while!!!
