Arrrggghhh. Last night I was driving home after a busy day at work and picking my eldest up from her Auntie's and I must have run a red light as I got flashed when going through the traffic lights. I have major fatigue at the moment and I must have got my timings wrong. I thought I had nipped through on amber but my reactions must have been slower than I thought and I must have crossed the line as they changed to red. I am so annoyed with myself!! I have never so much as had a parking ticket now it looks like three points on my licence and a £60 fine, Lord knows where that will come from. I wouldn't mind but when I am fatigued I do drive differently so I drive extra careful, what was I thinking?! I know I just have to suck it up because after all I must have gone through a red light which is v. bad! The old me would never ever have done such a thing. I would stick my head in the oven if it weren't for the fact it is electric. Instead I will have to do with hitting myself on my forehead with a clenched fist while reciting over and over again 'stupid stupid stupid'.
I know this error was the fibro me and not the old me but why oh why can't I just have the old me back! It's like pregnancy (only a lot worse of course) - permanently knackered and with a brain of mush. At least with pregnancy you get something nice at the end of it. I am just going to have a fine, points, and a husband rolling his eyes at me.