Firstly thankyou all so much,
Today I make a phonecall to the manager of the sheltered accommodation I put my name down for, there is a flat empty, but as I put in my last blog there is one gentleman infront of me. I do believe if its meant to be it will be.
I have become a person I dont like, and if I was someone else I dont think I would like to be around me!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm very bitter at the way my life has gone, NO the way I have let my life go! Fibro seems to turn your brain to mush and logical thinking becomes a thing of the past, one day my heart says one thing then my head will say the opposite and my body, well! one can't decsribe that.
What I do know is Im NOT happy and theres only me can sort it one way or tuther, WOW what a challenge on a Monday morn.
Wishing you ALL with all of my heart, the best day you's can possibly have.