Iv just come back from seeing a useless locus doc,my app was 10.10am,got in to see him at 11.45am plus I was 15mins early so realy long wait!I wanted my antihistamines,been on them 2 yrs,he was reluctant to give me because he couldn't see them on system,so he got his drugs book out,ye ok I can have them,then I told him my I.B.S was rearing head,so I asked for mebeverine,another problem,can't see on system,I told him I hadn't needed them for a long while,out comes the book,Mmm,ok you can have them,told him I'd had sum but butrans 10mg patches but they made me sick so I asked for 5mg,blimey out comes that f..kin book,he asked what I'd done with the other ones,I'd returned to local chemist to dispose of them,would not not let me have them even though I'm in pain with fibro and arthritis,oh and pretty depressed aswell,he or I needed to speak to chemist to confirm return of 'controlled' substance,in the mean time I'd started cryin,did he care?no couldn't give shit,can't see my own doc till next Friday,whilst talkin to receptionist I said I'd only forget to ask him for sick note!!shes going to ring later to say whether Iv been given one!oh also popped in to chemist and there books show no record of a return..great!oh and to top it all my partner and I haven't got on for weeks,we had words last nite,oh ye and checked bank account and wages short of £300!and to finish off refused DLA,got appeals form yest,
Im sorry blogg is so long,I'm so unhappy,just wanted to get off chest.
I realy just want to run away and leave everything behind!but i can't run so I'd have to crawl
Thanks for reading xxx