First day back in work today after a lovely relaxing 2 weeks off. I am getting so fed up of my workplace now. Basically, they are ignoring everything specified by myself and my doctor in my so called 'fit for work' note. They also keep giving me hours that they know I am unable to do - you have to tell them what hours your are available for work and they work your rota around this so it makes it easier than having to ask every person if they can work certain shifts - for 3 weeks worth of rotas, approx 12 shifts just 1 of them has been within the hours I can actually work. They have changed the shifts for me but I just feel like they are now trying to get me out by trying to make things hard for me. I have always enjoyed my work but the thought of having to go to a place where no one person even cares what I am going through really upsets me. I was promised I would be supported and there has been no support, no alteration in my work and all these shifts that I cant do.
I am desperately looking for a new job and have applied for a couple but its so hard to try and find something that I am going to be able to manage. I need to apply for DLA a various things but until I am not working i think i will struggle to claim anything and I cant just give up work as i am a single parent and have to support myself, my daughter and our home.
i just cant believe that in the space of a day I have gone from being so relaxed and happy to stressed, anxious and unhappy.
I really need a big change in my work life now as I can not take the stress any longer without becoming more ill and then my daughter suffers and shes the important thing, not my job