I work in a private nursery school. I was made redundant from a large primary school last year and felt very lucky to have secured a job. Even tho less hours(fortuotous) and a lot less money.
These last 3 months or so I seem to be failing in my job! My manager has picked me up on all sorts of trivial things. It is all right to leave me in charge when she swans off on holiday but then picks up on seemingly trivial things and they get blown up out of all proportion. Today I was again left in charge to lock up!! etc. Just had message to say door was apparently left unlocked. Now I am sure 100% that I locked up. Either I am going mad or there is something else going on here. No-one knew I had FM when I was given the job, basically no one had asked me my medical history.
I am feeling a little paronoid here? Am I being got at?. Are we looking at constructive dismissal? I actually feel like calling it a day and getting signed off sick. My dr. would do it at an instant. Have just been told that not only have I a failed Carpal tunnel on my right hand but also Carpal tunnel on my left and have to wear splints on BOTH hands. Oh joy!!!
I have a year to go before I retire, but feel I am failing everyone. If I really am not doing my job properly.(after 42 years of working with children!!) then perhaps it is time to throw in the towel! I know FM has many facets and some of us have some symptoms others have different, some have them all!, but I have yet to come across anyone who has loss of memory as a symptom. I know all about Fibro fog, but if I am to be believed I must be far down the road of dementia!!!! Sorry to rant on, but am feeling very depressed about the future at the moment and very vunerable in my work place. Any positive pointers anyone? best wishes Sue.