am sittin here on my pc trying to find the energy to get up and do my ironing.Feel really down today.Have had a week off work (hols) hoped i would feel better and have more energy but i dont.Explained my symptoms to my gp at yet anothr app on friday,told him about total exhaustion,not sleeping,foggy brain,clumsiness,depression,no libido,constant pain and stiffness and he came up with sleep apnea.i said how does that relate to my pains in my legs he said it may all be connected to my depression.I got the impression he thought pains were in my head,well you dont use a stick and cry with pain if it is do you??Mentioned Fibro and he was dissmissive,now have to have tests for a sleep problem i know i dont have.
To make things worse hubby parked quite close to a car yesterday,i said i couldnt get out as my legs dont work well (dont have any flexibility) and he said if i lost four stone i would be able to move better and my legs wouldnt hurt.This coming from a 22 stone man.Wonderwhat the point of fighting for a diagnosis is,may as well pop the blood pressurepills,anti-depressants and tegretol and just put up with the rest.So glad i foud this site,its the only place where people understand.Sorry about rant,Gentle hugs and a happy jubilee to all xxxx