Whether you are religious or not, I have always found the Prayer of St. Francis of Assisi, very helpful through the last few years of my life:
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference.
Perhaps we can't change the fact we have FMS but we can change other aspects of our life and circumstances if we only have the courage. I am going to try and change my circumstances at work through support from Occupational Health. If I can endure just a few more months I am positive things will change, even if it means retirement from the Police. I will make sure that I make my mark and stand up for my rights, even if I end up moving on to pastures new. Gentle hugs.x