Sometimes it feels like our lot gets us to the point of no return and the stress of coping just makes things worse.
I have been to the depths of hell and back three times and have had to drag myself through the flames, I've been beaten and abused and been stripped of my self worth, and have only found out in later years my ex abused my daughter and grand daughter, is it evil to wish him dead??
I now think that is why I ended up with fm and all it's little friends.
There are daily crisis to deal with and financial problems can drive you demented, the constant pain gets you down, other peoples reactions can be sooohh frustrating.........But... I love and am loved by a thoroughly decent guy now, he doesn't always understand this fm and is of the marter kind himself.
What I'm waffling on and trying to say is that even when things get really sh---y it's never as bad as whats gone, and I'm strong enough to cope with what this life throughs at me. We all have that inner strength even when it tries to curl up and die, take a deep breath and some time for yourself and slowly, slowly it will appear again. On this blog we all send our strength to each other so it gathers momentem to lift the spirits of those in their hour of need.
Thank you to each and every one of you strength givers out there and gentle hugs to you all. xxxxxxxxx