You probably realised how quiet it has been without me all weekend. It was the worst weekend i have had since having this FM. I dont think there was a part of me that didnt hurt and hurt bad, i ended up so doped up trying to get rid of the pain and the restlessness in my body, i didnt read, watch tv, play on my games, go online nothing, just lay there willing myself to sleep or not wake up ar the worst time.
Anyway although i must have caught up on my sleep a little, (just went to the shops and had to catch a bus back so feel shattered again now but not as bad) my back hurts like crazy still so got a heat patch on. But i am so depressed i just cant stop crying. I was supposed to be going to stay with my daughter and see my grandkids for a week tomorrow but there is no way i can travel 150 miles so i feel my daughter thinks i have let the kids down now. This isnt helping but what can i do?
I wish i could stop crying. I wont be online for the rest day just wanted to say hi and hope most of you had some semblance of a good easter. Not missing anyone but i know some of you are a lot worse off than me and if i felt like that im sure a lot of you did too.
I just wish i could have one day to be able to do what i need to do without pain or tiredness.
Anyway i am sure i will be back soon.
Hugs to all.