its like 1:17am and im still awake, i have tried all the relaxation processes i have been given and guess what they are not working. i had my esa medical this morning, there i am sat there on about an hours sleep in full body spasm and the lovely lady who is a nurse aid or watever they are suppose to be is telling me and i quote" the best CURE for fms is counselling" now i thought up untill this point that she was sympathetic to my illness and then i realised that just like the majority of ppl i have spoken to about my fibro she has no clue LOL.
so yeah i hold out no hope for a positive result on my esa claim so looks like im set for another fight, which to be honest im not ready for anytime soon!!!!!!!! Add to that not bein able to see any light through this dark cloud of deppression im stuck under at the moment.
so as i stated SLEEP WHAT IS THAT AGAIN???????
much love to you all and gentle and soft hugs
xxxx xxxx xxxx