Well the last couple of weeks or however long it has been since I last posted have been horrendous. I have been sleeping SO much, and just generally feeling shit, so much pain, just urgh urgh urgh. I am so down its unbelieveable. But we signed the contract for the house which was a nice feeling :) Had an exam, and it went well which cheered me up a bit.
But it all keeps coming back to the fact that I have to sit there tomorrow and justify why I deserve financial help due to my fibromyalgia. All I feel is nervous, sicky, sad, I just think they are gonna tell me there is nothing wrong with me and my world will just collapse I think... I need a blue badge urgently, I can't even walk across a carpark anymore let alone around a shop so even if I just need to pick up a pint of milk its near impossible somedays