Lovely

Hubby got me into garden to see what my plants are doing,

My heart flips when I see what's going out there,

My wisteria has got loads of buds ready to flower, Hosta peeping up ,clematis have got their spring flowers coming through, I love it

UNTIL💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩

helping me through the door and I somehow tripped on my sticks, fell into wall with my head,jarred my back and landed on my huge butt (that's the only good thing, not quite the cushioning)

So I have come to a new low as my hubby has helped me to the loo☹️

I must have been a right bar steward in a former life,Just as I think I'm going forward something gives me a really big reminder that I suffer with this💩y Fibro and it's showing me,I am weak when things start to terribly spiral,

I'm trying not to let it ruin my life, I think that ship passed already. My mental health is not being kind to me,

I have had more accidents and falls hurting myself,

Day 1: Woohoo happy happy every thing going swimmingly

Day:2 💩😭😭

Day forever?? BLEEPBleeb and so many more Bleeps

[Yassytina FMA UK Volunteer]

Oh dear 😟feeling really happy seeing what s going on outside and that happens , I think that what did I do in a previous life 😉I tripped over my hubbies shoes this morning 😩leaves them in front of the door. When your up too it get a chair with hubbie and try again and when it warms up both have a cuppa outside 😉xx

[Hidden in reply to Yassytina]

Thank you and good morning Yassytina,

I feel like I'm running backwards at the moment, We are only in April and I can't think when was the last time I wasn't in soo much pain and then that,

I'd say I'm stuck in a whirlpool and every time I think I can climb out, I get pulled straight back down into the pit of doom,

Hubby and me have only done 2 rooms at the moment, I wouldn't be too far long in an inner pain from the rug doctor? We only have 6 rooms to go and only a fortnight to do them all,

The pressure is killing me!

I hope you didn't hurt yourself, I sat next to my fan all day yesterday I was so warm but I also think menopause has a play in that, HMMPH

Hope your weekend has been great and all are good 😊

[Midori]

Hi Debsdelight.

I can resonate with what you say, I fall a lot too. My latest was over a Labrador; I misjudged my strength at 76, and he pulled and I went splat!

I spent the next 6 hours at A&E, about a month ago now, Trouble seems to be my specs, varifocals have a reading bit at the bottom, so I can't see clearly unless I move my head down so I can see what I'm about to trip over!

I'm all better now, the black eye and other assorted bruises have gone. The labrador (my neighbour's) has forgiven me!

Cheers, Midori

[Hidden in reply to Midori]

AWWWWW poor dog, Hope it's okay😉

Just kidding Midori as long as your okay now?I have sort of taught myself not to tense up when I feel myself falling or aim for a chair or my bed,

so frustrating at the end of the month I have a lady coming to make an assessment for a wheelchair for indoors, I have a power chair for everything else,

Take care

Debs

[Midori in reply to Hidden]

Yes, I'm fine and so is the dog. he still brings his toys and sits close to me. (not my dog, by the way, he just likes me!)

Cheers, Midori

[Smilesalot]

Aww sweetheart that's terrible🤕😢.It always happens that way. Something to get you giddy with happiness then crash and burn.

Ur garden sounds gorgeous !🤗. Ur hubby worked hard for you. When ur more confident on ur feet visit again 🤗🤗🤗🙃🤗🤗

[Hidden in reply to Smilesalot]

Thank you Lovely,

My Hubby doesn't know a stinging nettle from a rose hahaha 😄

I planted and potted,dug and painted walls and hung decorations, That was about 4years ago and everything was left to nature to get on with it herself, (Thank you Mother nature)

I have a pond boxed up brand new it's been sat doing nothing I don't know weather I should put it up or not, Not sure what's going on with housing situation,

I think there must be a curse with me?? Every time I set up a pond and get a garden sorted,We move, And the grant to have the bathroom, made into a wet room,

I wouldn't mind a ground floor flat with a little space enough for a garden table and a potted magnolia🙂 I don't like not knowing where or what's going on,

On a totally different matter, I forgot it was Sunday, Every Sunday instead of a roast John makes pancakes with scrambled egg and maple syrup,😋😋😋😋

[Smilesalot in reply to Hidden]

I like ur Sundays😋😋😋It's misery Monday and I got 2 boiled eggs 😋 . I rarely eat bread. Ooow it's chicken and rice for tea tonight. Very flavourful.

I really hope you get sorted home wise asap. It's awful being unsure all the time.

The connies have salted the country. They should go to prison for the damage they've done😢.

I've lost concentrate😔. So exhausted again and it is only 9 am.

What you up to today sweetie?.

Jon is working but pampering me in between awww he's a good person.

Hope you're ok sweetie Dawn 🤗🤗🤗🙃🤗🤗hugs ❤🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

[Hidden in reply to Smilesalot]

Oh bless Dawn,

I eventually fell asleep about 4 O'clock, John's gone to get a few bits from the shop,So I thought I'd have a little nap,

Just going into that nice in between,Lucy's in the bed with me and ......................

I forgot our gardener comes today to trim everything back, It made me jump which pulled my back again 😢,

He does a really good job at a very good price, If he didn't come it would be like Jurassic park

Guess who is also having chicken today??? haha

Chicken tray bake, Chicken, Pots on the vine cherry toms,Zested and juiced lemon in vegetable stock with courgettes and green beans.

We back a batch up for 4 people and freeze ready for next time, Healthy,filling and really tasty too, It works out 2.50 a serving, I try my best to work out the cost with 2.50 a time I'm happy with that,

Going to try and sort out and clean another room today but if I so much as twinge then I'm stopping and they can sod off if It's not to their satisfaction, We were doing a little bit at time, So it would have been done.Just not to there timing 🤬

Oh well we're having a good old rummage at the same time and donate or tip whatever not used,

In a strange way I hope they do evict us and we are put into a more suitable place with a cheaper rent,😴

[Smilesalot in reply to Hidden]

Oh sweetie being thrown out is friggin awful.They know ur very poorly so they can ✋.

Yes it's great for a good root around lol.

Oh wow your tea sounds delicious 😋. It's the sort of thing Jon would make for a Sunday yum.

Ours rice is lemony too😃😁🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

Sorry you pulled your back sweetie. It's off Yemeni kitchen or peaceful kitchen on YouTube.

I'm too down to eat till tea..

The weather is crazy today.

I'm trying hard to stay awake but it's difficult.

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Hugs sweetie Dawn 🤗🤗🤗🙃🤗🤗

[Hidden in reply to Smilesalot]

OOO see the mention just parallel

Dawn, what do we have to do to even have half a decent life,I dozed off about 1.30 and John woke me with dinner,(not the chicken I was going to cook)

I just hope I can get to sleep before 4 in the morning, I'm totally out of sync now,Didn't get any cleaning done again,I've decided now, I'm not pushing anything for them or I'll end up totally unable to do nothing and end up in the hospital,

Very strange weather indeed,The sun has been out, then over cast with hailstones and back to sun,

A couple of years ago silly o'clock I sat out in sun whilst waking up, We have a cracking area where the sun doesn't leave till late afternoon, I thought it was only 10mins apparently it was an hour i made it to my kitchen before I collapsed, I had sun stroke!

I KNOW SUN STROKE.......IN BRITAIN?????? It just never ends 🤢🤢🥵🥵

Not just a bit hot but I've had strange dark patches on 1 side of my face and they've been there ever since,keeping an eye on them,

I think we need a badge to remind ourselves and others we must be like Fibro super hero's Oh well back to the knitting for a few hrs,

I hope you do have something to eat and a good snooze

🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗x