Why can't I get my fat arse out of my room and bed?
I wrote some lists out for what we need to do around the house and remind us what to do on a daily and weekly basis once the deep clean is done,
Every time I plan anything I just get waylaid and all that gets done is, tv oh yeah and crap snacking!!!!! I had the gastric band 12yrs ago and things went a bit pear shaped, I had the liquid drained, but the actual band is still there,
My meals are small or liquidised,When my dentures are fixed and placed in I will get some relief by being able to chew properly and how I miss a good salad!
After thinking about getting my lips plumped (Not like the celebs) He asked If I had read about the weight loss jab,
Anyway cut a really long story not so long story, ( Sorry I write A LOT) For a fee of 250 a month I receive 4 loaded jab pens, I have lost 10kg yeah go me!
The jabs are apparently very hard to get hold of at the mo, Now I have been without the jab for over a month now and my snacking has got quite disgusting, I don't know when the next lot will be available,As I'm not having to pay out I'm trying to get to a supermarket for the healthy ingredients to batch cook so many on line and Iv'e lost count of the amount of recipe books but I keep failing,
John said he'd go with a list, Bless his cotton socks,when he can't get a certain ingredient he'll get something he thinks will be better, So I really need some haddock to make a chowder I get pork loin. Lol On line is not great when they do the same'
I think I'll either pop my clogs with obesity or depression and anxiety, I wish I could manage my life a bit better, 1 day not really bothered with anything in particular and the next, crying or just being on a major downer, I hate myself maybe a bit too much, I can give advice but a bummer for taking it oh well I hope I am on the upside tomorrow,
Blimey If you got this far I am grateful to you for getting this far and I'm trying some different sleepy time pills, so I'll probably be back on here about 3 or 4 o'clock🕓 x