Once again sleeping at a reasonable time just doesn't seem like a possibility 💭 But I'm sooo tired 💤
Whilst I'd of hoped 2017 would've been a year of moving forward and working hard.. now in march.. it hasn't come to fruition just yet. Looking back at doctors notes I didn't realised this "bad patch" had lasted so long. 2 months now of fatigue, dizziness, headaches and spells of numbness up top 🤤 along with the pain but I think the thing that bothers me the most is feeling so disconnected from my once very focused intellectual mind.
I find it very easy to slip under that black cloud and it rains for almost a few days before I manage to kick myself out of it and start to smile again. Once I start to feel motivated again the next day my body laughs at me "Ha ha, not today Amber, not today" and I fall into the same routine 🌧
Ever since having the physiotherapy session I feel a lot more with it but I'm about 3/5's of the way to my "normal" which now seems like my "old" self.
Will I ever get my buzz back?
Will I feel my drive again?
Where's my mojo gone?
Feeling very lost ☁️