Well I just wanted to write that my depression is getting worse . I'm still struggling to finish two more shifts so I can go on my sickleave . Every time I think it's almost over I find out that they screwed up my hours and gave me the wrong number to qualify . so I have to boost my moral to go in to work. My doctor thinks I shouldn't work, but she also won't pay my bills, so I have to do what I have to do.
I didn't sleep a wink last night stressing about my job. This morning even hurt to take a shower. The water never felt the right temperature and even the feeling of water hitting my back made me cringe with pain .
I just want this to be over