Thought it was time to write a catch up blog as I've been quiet for a while. Have been having a mixed sort of time. Fibro is very bad at the moment and is testing me sorely. I did try going back to the gym but has started a flare up.
Have been having problems with my counsellor. She upset me very much a few weeks ago by calling me a victim and being full of self pity. I reacted very badly and told her I was not prepared to hear that sort of stuff. It hurt a lot. I sent her a letter cancelling any further counselling. Now I'm questioning myself and am feeling very down. I've just had email from her asking me to go back so we can talk about it and she wants her money as she expects two weeks paid notice. I've given her one week but am not happy about giving her the full amount. I don't know what to do. Do I go back and work through it with her? But I've lost my trust in her. I don't think I can cope with counselling,I don't think it's the way forward for me,I find it too confusing with my foggy brain.i also feel awful after I've been,have been going for over a year now and I don't feel any further forward.