I am grief stricken.i live alne and my darlimg siamese kitty,despite resuscitation lost her 5 furry babies about ten days ago.She howled for her banies,and only quietened down when i bought a siamese kitten for her and now they are inseperable.
Then the day after,my nephew calls to. Form me that my dad had a massive heart attack and was found dead in his garden...he lives in Wales,and fneral 13th Nov.i dont know how i will travel the six hrs there,i have to go,i wouldnt forgive myself.
Meanwhile.i do a lot of meditation,and the same siamese tipped over a yot melt wax melt over her head,another 90 mph dadh to the vets at 12mn.The vet saved her eyesight,but i a, in bits.
I receive my PIP forms this am wih a date on the front oct 22nd. I have more han four consultants.it will be hard to gather evidence in three weeks, AND bury m father,clear the house etc...
I called DWP they will. All me to re assess if i can have a months extension.
Also my local Age UK ( i am 66yrs young) is unable to help me this time.so tried CA B,after i return from Wales after 22nd Nov.
My body feels like i M back emotionally/ physically back to 2008/9 when i was first diagnosed with cfs by doc Sara Myhill.
I am waking up crying,burst into tears all day lng.How am i going to stay present to being helped to fill these forms in??
Please keep us i. Your thoughts at this very sad time.