So im in a heap crying on the sofa. Husbands at work and I've just finished work. I have a friend coming round who I've known for years, I know she won't judge me but I was desperately trying to tidy up for her impending arrival and I just can't do it!! My back is killing me and I've reached my limit! The stupid airer wouldn't stay up and fell on me 3 times. Every time I look up I see more crap on the floor. I'm ashamed of how dirty my flat has got but at the same time I feel powerless to fix it. Husbands idea of tidying up is just to sweep the floor and put the clean clothes away. Never mind the junk that's EVERYWHERE! I feel like I should txt my friend and tell her not to come but then I will be angry with myself as I miss her and haven't seen my friends in months. Plus I've just realised the sofa that I'm sat crying on smells. How do people do this!?
Sorry for the rant but I'm at my wits end!!