Morning all. I cant keep going on this way. I am in so much pain. And nothing helping on alot of meds . Doc cant change anything. Awaiting ultra sounds on my muslues . And pain mannment place. Every part of me hurts. I have fibro / c.o.p.d. depression And crumbling lower back bone . I cant take hot baths i cant get into one. I try excrise when i can. I know there are worse people of than me i have always thougbt this. But at the moment it seems never ending. My husband cant handle it. I feel so lonley andbwish i was just a little less pain free .it kills me i cant do nuch with my beautful grandchildren and they ask my why nless they to young to understand . I have been through so much in 2014 i had hisderexme cancer removed from my nose . And lost my sister in law my best freind . This year thought it would start of better . No luck me . Well all who go so much pain each and everyday i wish all well and have a lovely pain free day . And some day someone will make a magic pill for this horribe disease plus many more god bless everyone .