I have been having the perpetual battle we all have of regulating our own meds. As soon as I think I have it sorted I loose the plot usually pain grabs hold of me from some where in my body and shakes me about, It then takes a regular bashing to grab control of the situation. I know you are all nodding your heads in agreement with me (if you are able). It is one of the wonderful things about this site we are aware that are friends are actually feeling as we are - it is hell isnt it.
Well at the moment as I sit with the wind howling around the house, bashing on the doors, screaming through all the tiny gaps it is very comforting to talk to you all. If there is one thing in the world I hate it has to be gales. It makes me truly aware of the fragility of our little worlds.
Today I have someone coming to help put the Christmas tree up in the sitting room. This was one of my pride and joys that every year I was lucky enough to have an eight foot tree that stood in my front window . I covered it in pure glass baubles and crystal icicles that I collected over the years. It would shine , twinkle and glimmer through Christmas. Now I sit and watch and hand somebody baubles to place, it is not the same any more, but I am hoping my grandchildren will find it "Awesome Gran" when they come to see me. It is for their momentary delight that
it is done. I really am looking forward to seeing their faces.
So I have told you all a little about my Christmas world will any one else have a go what do you put on your tree ?
Many years ago my passion for Trees covered in white sparkling light was born when I visited the Champseleysee and saw all the avenue of tree with white little light sparkling like fire flies.
Have a wonder full sparkling day xxgins