Hello all ,
I've just gone back to work after the 6 wk holiday, followed by an operation and a further 3 wks off , and have really struggled with pain this week and feeling ill.
Tonight , when I started feeling unwell again,i just burst into tears and felt so angry .
I said to my OH ;I am sick and pissed off with feeling ill ,I just want to be normal again ! and cried and cried until my eyes felt sore .
I have sjogrens, MCTD,and fibro .
I thought I had accepted being different to what I used to be, and manage to be positive most of the time. I also have a strong faith which gives me strength.
So , my question is , Do we ever get to a place where we accept and are at peace with the way we are and all that it means ? and how do you keep positive ? where does your strength come from ?